Darkthrop

Now that the so-called 'Apocalypse' is gone and everything's fine (lol), I wish all of you a "Merry Christmas!"... And, in advance, a Happy New Year!

This journal....
Before i start spilling my feelings with some help from my keyboard and deviantArt, i have to say... i don't feel worthy of using capital '' i '' when writing about me. Just so you won't be a grammar nazi.
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i feel like i live in another dimension, yet i'm still around here...
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i don't even understand
-how some of the last events took place.
-who am i supposed to talk to.
-who the hell will understand and make things as they were, because i don't think i can.
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In fact, i think i kind of know what i did.... uh, no, not exactly. More like.... i know i did something, but i don't know what. Really.
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Anyway, i'm sorry. Really sorry. Because, for me, the aftermath is horrible. i don't even know if the person who should know all this stuff will ever read this. i guess not. This journal entry will probably be deleted from their deviantWATCH inbox. But i have to write this stuff down.
i don't even know how to write the next things or if those above are written so that it won't seem like i don't want to fix things up and i'm just complaining.
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i miss you. That's all you have to know.
i can't write anymore now, my hands are very cold and i feel like crying a little. so yeah, you know what i want to say.

Arrived last night.
Tomorrow - the torture of school. Let's see if we can handle it another year.

Btw, you guys did amazing stuff on dA this summer... I saw some things in my deviantWatch inbox... absolutely amazing!

Uh, that's all. See ya around.

Well, maybe I'll have a chance. You should try too
Wish me luck
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As the title may suggest you, I'll be off some time.
At last, I'm going away. Away from the horrible temperature and smells of the city. I think I'll be back in 3 weeks or so. So no replies for your comments / notes....lol.
And now I have to finish my quest : The Horrible Nightmare of Packing stuff


And the problem is not about the clothes...that's easy. I have to pack notebooks, paper, pencils, pens, books and a lot of other things.

"My iPod is somewhere around here.......and the books..."
"You can't take 5 books with you! Are you out of your mind??!!"
"Damn"
That's basically what's happening in my head right now.


At least I'm glad that I'm free. Finally.

The last random thing : I got the results of the Cambridge test I took and I passed! With Distinction...and that means that next year I won't have to take the next level of the test, because I passed this one at the highest level. Great. Just....great.